Belly Button.

Everybody's got one.

"If you don't prepare, then prepare to fail"
Guess I should be expectin the worst then....I'm sucha procrastinator.
Sad thing is, the kick in the gut is comin. Its not a matter of if my button will be pressed, but when. Inevitably, I was born with a belly button...now i gotta deal with it.

"The master of my fate, captain of my soul"? - yes. unfortunately. fortunately.

Deal with what i've been given. Deal with what has been taken.
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Heel square, centered below the ribs. force.
cough. vomit. breakfast, lunch, and dinner. loss of appetite. low blood sugar headache. Hunger. Still no appetite. Fatigue and gravel. bits and pieces. my gums are throbbing (not sure why). Scrapped palms with asphault. black. and blue. blue.
mellows me out. calms me down. Eyes dripped unintentionally.
trouble of mind.

bury a metal capsule in this vessel. A steady cool path of reversing existence. Would result in nothing more then ink and gossip. And the kick in the gut, yeh that, the kick in the gut would be in vain. in vain.
refrain from the click.
look up through lashes plastered together with dust and tears. slide my hands and knees along as the rocks and stones engrave their initials in me for future reference.
inch my way outta this picture.
perserverance.